mysterious & beautiful

your heartbeat is a symphony to my soul

Please hold me like this again.

My gorgeous Grandma Kido. I took this photo at my youngest brother’s graduation 2 years ago. They’re going to use it at the funeral. She died 3 days ago; she was 81.

She did so many things for me. The whole situation is insurmountable. I can’t even begin to describe the sorrow I feel now.

It’s true what they say: you never appreciate life until it’s taken from you.

She was ripped from us… Not by age or injury, but from sloppiness. It feels so meaningless. Everyone I’ve spoken with has said the same thing: we all expected to have her around for another 20 years.

I cried most of this weekend.

But right now, I feel so empty.

My grandma died and I’m filled with regrets and sadness.

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Originally posted by heraselene

  • what she says: i'm fine
  • what she means: in 1997 david duchovny and gillian anderson attended the golden globes together as each others dates. they held hands the entire time on the red carpet and appeared to look like a couple. this happened during the brief time where they both happened to be single. it's extremely possible and likely that they had started some form of a relationship and the golden globes was their first event they were attending as a couple. however something clearly happened within the next few months as they soon became distant and began hating each other, and both proceeded to be in relationships with other people. what happened? who ended it? did it really even happen? and who's flying the plane?
  • Give yourself room to fall in love with the world and the rest will follow.

    A nice girl like you can’t possibly be interested in that kind of music.
    — 出典:Everyone ever who learns of my keen love for metal music
  • a millennial: i work three jobs and still don't make enough to live comfortably or save for my future
  • a baby boomer: well then why don't you have four jobs?
  • buzzfeednews:

    And they shared the whole story. 

    I was roofied at a 4th of July party. They roofied my nalgene water bottle because I was keeping my adult beverage close. It didn’t hit until I was drinking my water & getting ready to drive home. My best friend & her husband rescued me at 2 AM and watched as I rode it out on my living room floor.

    These badass bitches do not abide. Thank god they said something.

    (Source: BuzzFeed)

    Vocabulaire français

    languageramblings:

    se débarrasser (de qch) (v) - to get rid of [sth], clear [sth] out

    creuser (v) - to dig, hollow [sth] out

    dépouilles (nfpl) - spoils, plunder

    advenir (v) - to happen, occur

    se figer (v) - to set, congeal, freeze

    mâchoire (nf) - jaw, jawbone

    commerçant (nm) - storekeeper, trader

    être à côté de la plaque (exp) - to be wide of the mark, be completely mistaken, miss the point completely

    malin (adj) - smart, shrewd, clever

    foudroyer (v) - to strike, devastate

    • foudroyer du regard (exp) - to look daggers at, glare at

    rire au nez de qqn (exp) - to laugh in [sb]’s face

    faire froid dans le dos (exp) - to send shivers down one’s spine

    Words taken from: Un été d'amour et de cendres - Chapitre 13

    Theo, hunting my laptop for the evasive YouTube bird species.

    He hasn’t left us yet, but it’s any day now. I’ll be sad to see this guy go, but he’s old and needs daily fluids. He won’t eat without appetite stimulants and anti nausea pills. It’s so very sad.

    He’s given me a peek into a side of my boyfriend that I’ve never known, and I’m grateful for it. I’ve loved the joy and kitty antics he brought me. All I hope is he passes gently.

    If Beyoncé can get cheated on, no one is safe.